||[Oct. 13th, 2004|09:48 pm]
i am not special. i am not unique. i am nothing. i dont matter at all. i have realized i mean nothing to this world. i am utterally bad at school. i am therefore a bad daughter. i talk to much. i say stupid stuff. i have no real friends. i get too attached to boys. i have a bad temper. i complain too much. i cant sit still except for when im in front of the computer. i never have any fun. i cant do homework. i cant take tests. i am not pretty or cute. and i never will be. i am not the best at anything. i spend too much money. i swear too much.|
i walk around judging people in my head and think about how much better i am than them but later when i think about it, i am just nothing. i am not better than them and i never will be.
i am crying. and its stupid. because no one cares. and as much as ppl tell me they care. i know they dont. because i am nothing.